Fire-Works

31st
Oct. × ’10

Drop your politically correct conceptions
explosions are popular for a reason.

Eros and thanatos wrestle in your endoskeletoned brain
waiting to waft interpretation on your thoughts;

sometimes you need a fire lit under you,
sometimes you need a smile illuminated.

Relax, let the sky play the ceiling for a while
Atlas will hold on as the world expands

Another Athena will only be a headache
another Athena prevented will be tragic.

The sky is not falling let light reinvent your thinking
Steal Zeus’s bolt, feel your pulse reverberate.

Bask in the remnants of what was
enjoy the smoke of new vision.

Transforming all viewers from skeptics to believers
let lost Santas of years past populate the skies.

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Cramped Apartment

31st
Oct. × ’10

Brimming with things unwilling
to be thrown away
books once read
remembered only by title
waiting for what never will happen
things do not get reread closely
let go
make space.

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Double Entendre

31st
Oct. × ’10

To brook
to tolerate so many things
august
magnificent majestic
like this morning
alloyed by anxiety
mixed with cardinal sin

To die
to shape something to lack
(are circles empty or open?).
Forever essay,
test, demand a loss of spirit
hoist everything
across a shallow body of water
ford

Felling
inhumanely cruel
so grouse complain grub
this is it guy
roped and ready
to list to lean
to meet be fitting
be pied
patch colors
get pluck get game
don’t give up, prize
be taken
by force to rent
to tear to rip to change
don’t quail
keep courage
qualify, set limits
avoid disclaimers

Stand, group, be like trees
believe strutted support wings
could fly if reason were tabled
placed aside for later
removed from consideration

Tender, offer, care
wag when needed
ask what else
it could mean.

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Recipe for Insecurity

31st
Oct. × ’10

Introduction:
Have you ever felt insecure before?
If yes, read this.

Materials needed:
struggling relationship,
insecure psyche,
alcohol.

Directions:
Do not reach out
when you most need things
stoicism will be rewarded
by silent judgements
you will otherwise receive
in the negative.

Particularly when in public
do not appear needy
such weaknesses might mar your reputation
for strength and faith you do not really have.

Do not break this code
especially with those you think you could
and probably should be able to break it with
appearing confident around those who you trust
is a harbinger of happiness.

If you falter
by all means panic
blame yourself
and make a bigger deal than necessary
last night’s revealed weakness does in fact reveal
a fault in the bedrock.

Wake up early despite being hungover
you have to be awake to over think this.

Conclusion:
Repeat this productive cycle as often as possible.

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Media and Billionaires

31st
Oct. × ’10

Scaling is complicated
for instance I cannot tell you
many policy positions based on what I see
Does this mean I know anything?
Who takes that risk of action early?

When a news anchor poses questions
arms crossed leaned over
articulated in an enchanting melody
the sirens of the stage allure
chocolate on a  bad day
the spotlight seems cast
but it is only the shadow
or someone else’s thoughts
puppeteering.

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Because I Can

18th
Aug. × ’10

Because I have recognized
that this school does not work
I am leaving for another.

All of you who I have professed
to do my best by are going to stay
because you don’t have another option.
Because your mother doesn’t have time
to help you apply somewhere else
because your test scores weren’t high enough
to spark someone’s interest
because you’ve been suspended a couple of times
or worse because you haven’t
so no one has noticed
that you’re quietly falling
behind the rest of the class
because you’re well behaved so no one pays enough attention
because your parents didn’t speak English
so they didn’t stay through the session
to best inform them how to enter the lottery
for the next semester
because I have melt downs at least once a week now
about how I am impotent to make a difference
because I find it hard to smile on my way to school
because I’m no longer inspired by maintaining the façade of order
because the person next door and on the other side
burnt out so long ago they don’t even know what it means to try
because the system is too big so why does it matter
because originality was annihilated with bureaucratic power
because increments take adding to sums that I have no more patience to wait for
because this country is supposed to have it all figured out
because this isn’t technically a slum
because of the fake American dream
because prosperity gets dangled like an arcade game prize
the mechanical arm grasping without feelings associated with real neurons
because numbers and statistics aren’t going to save you
because computers can’t systematize a solution
because caring is limited
because caring isn’t enough
because we have to make decisions, pull triggers
decide to leave, make haste, get rushed
because we want to make a difference right now
because circumstances aren’t excuses
no matter how they’re amalgamated
no matter how someone else deals
because your own clock is all you have
because what you do each day is the only check-point
because every moment you could have done something else
because change is necessary
because I’m sorry you’re a pawn
because we’re trying our hardest to balance a lot of need
because it’s hard to watch what falls through the cracks
because it’s hard to know what’s gone underneath
because risks become associated with pain
because I meant to do no harm and it’s hard to live that way
because at some point I thought I’d be the President
and now I’m struggling with making judgments
about people who have tried and failed and why that happened
because I hope where I go next will have a better grasp
on getting someplace at a better speed
because I don’t have the confidence to stand on a pedestal and declare my way the best
because I’m only starting to understand that I’m a pixel within a bigger picture
because I don’t know my role
artist or architect? What’s more powerful?
Because I’ll always wish there were a better way
because since meeting you I’ll never face a day the same
because I hope to come back better prepared someday
because I can.

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Prescribed Burn

10th
Aug. × ’10

First light your blanket on fire
and all things associated with cildhood crying
next take the books you absorbed
and douse them in gasoline
that you drink before bed
and as your dreams incinerate
feel the space recreating
in your lungs in your mind
notice the people who drove you craziest
probably had the most problems to digest
burn windows, burn lenses, burn ledges, burn views,
burn procedures, burn supposed-tos, burn learned practices,
burn dialogue, burn expectations, burn transportation,
burn distance, burn separation, burn playgrounds,
burn safeguards, burn all forms of protection,
burn affirmations, burn needs, burn approved curiosities,
burn attitudes, burn reactions, burn assurances,
burn linearity, burn sorry, burn guilt, burn possibility,
burn kissing, burn wishing, burn healing, burn infinity,
burn sequence, burn successful communication, burn time,
burn directions, burn counseling, burn advice
acknowledge these items are already spoken for
burn headaches, burn crying, burn something to say,
burn association, burn assignments, burn spaces, burn speech,
burn sentences, burn syntax, burn holidays, burn celebrations,
burn grieving, burn naivety, burn alarms, burn waiting,
burn being late, burn touching, burn proximity
what are you waiting for?
burn melody, burn cacophony,  burn literary devices,
burn leaks, burn mistakes, burn soon, burn your landscape,
burn stopping, burn “Hello,” burn rejuvination,
burn radiators, burn heat, burn assumptions, burn anger,
burn level playing fields, burn hegemony, burn silence,
burn familiarity, burn coffee, burn surprise, burn being seen,
burn connections, burn laughter, burn sideways glances,
burn overreactions, burn winning, burn belief

discover who
you can really be

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Ode to Education

10th
Aug. × ’10

May each child be prepared to think and learn and know
and go home each day feeling as if today they’ve grown.

May the underpinnings of each mind sparkle in every eye
May the children come tomorrow because their teachers care

May this room become a respite and the safety therein compel
each child in its embraces to spread the learning somewhere else

May order be required regardless of the price
and successes profound enough to counter exhaustion that it costs

May answers spill off pages and methods grow on trees
May these magical provisions reflect its stewards’ mastery

May those who make it possible from behind classroom doors
be waltzed around and lauded for having worked so hard.

In response, may those with nothing and those who have it all
entrust their precious children to work together in these walls.

May we apply our teachings on cooperation to ourselves
ensuring opportunity not be predicated on ever having had.

May all we’ve learned from age to age not lead us to repeat
nor make us act preemptively about the future yet unseen

May we never lose account of what the basic premise is:
every child is capable, and every child can succeed.

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Lobster Love

10th
Aug. × ’10

Tentacle gently
pinch me, convince me
Let’s plumpen each other

May I feed you
won’t you feed me?
Later destroy me
undo me, contort
reconstrue me
Besides, we were too constrained,

So come on expand me
take my joints, misalign me
I’m fine lf you’re willing and near

Let me clasp you, trap you,
lobster pot rubber band you,
risk ten degrees higher
lets dive in the bubbling thrill

give me death much much later
post-swimming in all of the seas
having molted and mated
softest flesh celebrating
our best protected meat

Let us become delicacies
left for persnickety eaters to taste
life well sought-after and craved.

Dine with me, live with me, give with me
let’s be forever unafraid.

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Dewey Oath

4th
Jul. × ’10

I swear by Athena, Hegel and Freire
to keep according to my ability and my judgment,
the following Oath and agreement:
To consider dear to me, as my education,
the students and teachers who taught me this art;
to live in common with them and, if necessary, to share my goods with them;
to look upon them as my own family.

I will assign work for the good of my students
according to my understanding
and never do them any harm.

I will not lower the esteem of any student if I am asked,
nor will I advise such a plan.

But I will preserve the purity of my standards, expectations and profession.

If someone needs more than I am qualified to provide,
I will ask for help and get him or her the assistance they need.

In every class where I come I will enter only for the good of my students,
be they of any race, creed or sexuality.

If I keep this oath faithfully,
may I enjoy my life and practice my art, respected by all and in all times;
but if I swerve from it or violate it, may the reverse be my lot.

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