1.
I could eat chocolate all day today
I do other things instead
This may have been a poor decision
2.
When the list of things is gone
that must be in under a certain number
of minutes from now
What remains?
A desire to connect
on some inexplicable plane
would if I could reach out and touch
I want to be in the place
where you scream
because I believe this means
Intimacy?
3.
What is intimacy?
Someone in my pocket
saying everything
I do is right?
Everything I do is alright?
Everything I do makes you
feel
Passion?
Perhaps this is why cartoons exist
we want an external voice
a someone who believes in us
What is belief in?
Flowers in a vase will bloom
What did beauty have to do with anything in the first place?
I like you to justify me
That can’t be right
I like to sit next to you and be
like flowers in an empty vase
No water
I want to die with you?
I know
I want you still on the bush
in the ground
partly how you began
you who you are
me who I am
But wouldn’t that be lonely?
What is this murky space
where everything is based on everyone else
and therefore no one is
we are all floating
I would like to float with you
Yes